'Sleeplessness' - a response and stuff

before i start, im sure a number of u r wonderin... 'wtf is a bolg?'
well, its hard to explain, but all i can say is... imagine a hairless species of those creatures u find chillin' around gnarlpine and timbermaw...

anyway after having readed (http://yitzituvel.blogspot.com/2008/04/sleeplessness.html), i find myself with stuff of my own to say about sed topic (not so much the more... deep n stuff part at the end about impatience, although i do find it very true, and am impressed by ur, cleverness n stuff)

i too have trouble falling asleep at night, the queue is about an hr or so, but its not uncommon for some nights to go longer. anyway, instead of just lying there, i use this time to do some stuff i enjoy, liek read, listen to music, or indulge in some sweet sweet poetry (and by that i mean pac). sometimes, if im simply too lazy (u kno, liek to get my cd playa...) i will think.

as yitzi sed, thinking is double-edged. all the sugary good stuff about pre-nodding-off-thinking i agree with. however, in my case the more...unfriendly side of thinking usually shows itself after ive woken from a rather depressing dream. these occasional dreams are not infact distressing at the time... they are quite pleasant. recollections of treasured times past, or beautiful future events that could have been...my alarm wakes me, and i wish i could go back to such heavenly fantasies.
but i must return to reality...and it hurts...
the harsh truth that these are, and will be nothing more than, dreams usually clouds a significant chunk of my day with sadness. through breakfast, on the bus, during the lecture...i slip in and out of depressing thoughts ('why G-d, WHY?!' etc)
if u dont have a clue what im talkin about...then i envy you

and this sorta ties in with what yitzi sed about impatience...im not the kind to let these depressing truths bug me (for too long that is)... cuz i know thingsll be alright.... eventually (still waiting after how many yrs...)

so ye, that was part me being bored, and part me wanting to vent, and part of me wanting to 're:' to yitzi, but its all good, its not that your time is that valuable anyway if u started reading this, and its not liek ive wasted precious moments that u can never get back
but if i have...then STFU, QQ n00b

this kinda reminds me of the movie click, where the first half is a fun, light-hearted comedy, but then suddenly u are hit with a heavy, depressing drama about death n stuff, lol
after proof reading this, i can see u saying, wow, this rly strayed off to random topics fast, and was rather...disorientingly (i dont think this word actually exists) written, well thats prob true... deal with it

anyway, ill see u when i see u
peace

ps: for your enjoyment, i will be adding a new theme to my bolgs, at the end of every post i will include a quote that i find particularly insightful, sometimes relating to what ive written, but in most cases, prob completely off topic, so enjoy

'its about par for the course from president carter, demonstrating a lack of judgment typical of what he does'
-john bolton
(lol carter u dumbass)